IF

If it is truth..
I have to go back to homeland to find a new job.
My heart feel upset actually.
If I am heading to home,I have to say goodbye to my new friends in banting.
I have really no choice.
I am wishing that myself can continue working in banting.
I am can't simply coming back with giving the  fucking bad news!
Just now,i have prayed to the lord of the god.
I am wishing my blessings can be good great come true.


"Dear Lord,
I am not wanted to coming back to my homeland with giving bad news to let my family disappointed with me.
I am not wishing myself downed once again.
I am also not wishing myself get this hard pain once again.
Finally,Hope Lord can bless me..


AMEN."




I am hope Lord can help me to fulfill my things.