Hardest Life,Racism Culture Skin Problem forever couldn't settle and If You Are and Not Billionaire man

I am think that later one day i will coming back to ipoh to find a new job suddenly.
If 11st September 2010 got given holiday..i will coming back to ipoh.
If Not..I will plan 11st December 2010 coming back to ipoh.
If That Time still get nobody respond..i will not care them anymore.
That's All.
This is my plan.
Anyway,this 10 years time..
I 'll better to keep in low profile.
I think it is hard to find a new girlfriend.
The Chance is small only at all.
No Confident anymore.
Unless got somebody understand my feelings.
Then i will consinder that.
If Not..
No.
Sorry.
I am giving up on finding new lover.
I am not the rich guy.
Who wants me?
Because of Racism Culture Skin matter problem never been settle forever.
Hard to settle.
Nobody Cares.
Really Hard.
I am think that myself should leave Malaysia better than being staying in the fucking country.
If You Are billionaire,
Many people will like you.
If You are not billionaire..
They will ignore and not like you.