Saturday, July 31, 2010

If I am having own girlfriend,No Matter.

Oh Yes.
If I am having own girlfriend like overseas girl..
This is my private personal life except can let my colleagues of one indian and one malay.
One is gonna married this oct,One is already having wife.
So...
Can said to be "1 Malaysia".
No Matter What happens,Both of Us will stick together.
No Matter What happens in the future,we will working job together.
No Matter What lies,past life in and out...I am thought as the lesson.


Now Look,I am not going to tell to many people anymore that i am having new girlfriend.
Name?No Mentioning this time.
I was wrong...betraying about my first ex girlfriend to her friends.
In The End,I have lost contact and losing them from my life.
This is How the hardest painful from me.




As Here right now...I am no need to think about them anymore.
I am about starting to planning when i am gonna leaving malaysia for heading to overseas country one day and will not coming back anymore If my parents are gone from my life with my elder brother won't care about me.
So....That's Actually i am need to do privately.

Reason Why My english Language that i am typing is really too strong a lot

Currently,My english Language that i am typing is really too strong a lot.
Perhaps..Stand By me of John Lennon song making myself like a different person and because i am always reading many words.
No Wonder Why British Girl said my english language is very good.
In Fact,Me with them are the faith to be nice friendly of being friends at all.
Why?
Because got overseas people seeing me like a english man style.
It Is True.
Especially,Italian Tourists ask me about what is thing in Selangor.
I am respond answer with friendly to them...
I am said that these are the oil palm trees that malaysian people are make growings.
I am also said...One day Malaysia's enviroment will be lost harder and faster lost these trees as fast as time passed.
When they are hearing my well of english language speaking,
They are really like welcome me and wanted to be friendly with me.
They are doing correctly.
Know what?Nobody will know about this matter of i am speaking english language in very well great language to the overseas tourist people especially italy tourists.
=)
Ya.
My Heart is great hearted person.
If They doesn't know...they are asking me.
Then I can answer with friendly to them.

MY REAL ACTUAL PERSONAL DESICION

This Is Serious from me.
I am made desicion.
I am hoping nobody can stop my personal desicion that i am making right now.
Got motorcyle or else car to drive,not used!
Because i am not fucking look like a billionaire man at all!!
No Confident right now until 10 years time.
A girl really frighten what i am saying seriously.
But she would not minded.
I am hoping myself also not get own honour name get bad smelled.


THIS IS MY REAL ACTUAL PERSONAL DESICION.
DO NOT ADVICE AND GIVE CONVIENCE TO ME TO GET A NEW GIRLFRIEND.
I AM REALLY LIKE SINGLE ALONE LIFE THAN BEING BECOME GAY!
GOT IT?!
I AM ABOUT TO WALKING AWAY FROM MANY FRIENDS OF THE WORLD.
I am Enough to wait already.
I am really tired,wasting time,wasting energy.
SORRY.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Hardest Life,Racism Culture Skin Problem forever couldn't settle and If You Are and Not Billionaire man

I am think that later one day i will coming back to ipoh to find a new job suddenly.
If 11st September 2010 got given holiday..i will coming back to ipoh.
If Not..I will plan 11st December 2010 coming back to ipoh.
If That Time still get nobody respond..i will not care them anymore.
That's All.
This is my plan.
Anyway,this 10 years time..
I 'll better to keep in low profile.
I think it is hard to find a new girlfriend.
The Chance is small only at all.
No Confident anymore.
Unless got somebody understand my feelings.
Then i will consinder that.
If Not..
No.
Sorry.
I am giving up on finding new lover.
I am not the rich guy.
Who wants me?
Because of Racism Culture Skin matter problem never been settle forever.
Hard to settle.
Nobody Cares.
Really Hard.
I am think that myself should leave Malaysia better than being staying in the fucking country.
If You Are billionaire,
Many people will like you.
If You are not billionaire..
They will ignore and not like you.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Keeping In Low Profile Of Myself and Keep Silence in this 10 Years Time.

Keeping In Low Profile Of Myself.
I am think that i am doing the right thing.
Own Real Actual Life Of Friends are really did not respond reaction better to me.
They are totally useless and untrusted.
What I Can Do Right Now?
Can't Do Anything Anymore Depsite They are like that already.
It Seems They are changed themselves already.
Fine.
I am not gonna talk any words anymore and keep silence in this 10 years time.
After that...that time already reach over 30 years old,i have to give up on find new lover and be single forever until i am dying when i am growing old man.
That is All.
In The Meantime,Right Now...
Keep focusing on taking photos about the life in selangor.
After taking,just upload only in facebook.
Ya.
Exactly of the thing i have to do.
Redevolop Myself this 10 years time.
Then After That..I will decide things whatever i done.
I hope My own people understand This.
Because i would not just say to go married..married.
What for i am need a wife?
I am already did not have a great  energy to care a wife.
I am already freedom alone since three years already.
I am not afraid anymore after experienced  sad things to me.
I am independent guy right now.
=)
I am already become christian.
Not a Buddhist  anymore.
I am never to look back anymore.
I am knew what myself done great is already better.

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Years passed,family life,people's big matter..i am not gonna care their matter.

Three Years..
Passed.
I am refreshing up my own life.
My grandmum had passed away ahead almost two years already.
But my heart really miss her so much.
I am wishing her still alive today.
Grandmum,i am miss you so much.
Hope the lord bless her soul in very peace.
However right now..
I still have dad and mum with along my elder brother in my personal life actually.
I am need to responsible to help for family need use.
My elder brother did not give help and give responsible to his own family.
Useless guy Of him.
Having girlfriend,what did something can give him a greater life?!
If one day when my dad and my mum passed away..it is too late for him to give a care to them.
Now currently i am restoring to make my family are doing greater life.
I am really miss them so much.
I am already learn how their old life look like.
Now i am understand why they are having a harder life to survive in long time ago.
Aha.
Yes.
I have old movies that i am downloaded already.
Just less only.
Other,All new.
Got uncut and unrated version movie.
It is all in my netbook's memory.
=)
Darkman movie..Have heard before?
Yes...I am been watching this movie in tv...but cutted scenes until i am download this movie finally can see whole scenes.
Wow.
It is nice.
It produce in Year 1989.
Release in Year 1990.
So far..less online messenger.
Reason is nobody wanted to respond my message that sended to them.
As my friend said is correct.
She is my best friend.
Although she is married already,but she still need to share something like sad,bad life recently.
Her Elder Brother is really useless man.
How can he let his own wife always went to clubbing every night?
My goodness.
If continue like this...i am can guess they are gonna divorce in anytime and any moment.
Can't guarantee When it is gonna happen.
Because i am just giving a little guess only.
People's shout fighting about love life....i am not gonna to care about their matter.
Let themselves to settle themselves.
I am not gonna be a middle guy to help them.
So...
This is me.
My style already changed.
Important is,if big matter...DO NOT BOTHER ME.
If Small Matter,can find me only.
If Small Matter cannot settle..
I am not gonna care.
If Big Matter Cannot Settle..
I am gonna care...but a little bit only.


Got That,Bastards?!








0317(03:17A.M.)
25/07/2010(Sunday)





Friday, July 23, 2010

Compare Things,Food,and Unrated movie.

Unrated Version Movie.
Yes.
I am Hate Scenes cutted when watching movies in the theaters.
Damn.
However,Unrated Version movie can gives me a good acessable to watch of.
It is Very price to watch these.
It Comes out with DVD Normal Disc everytime but recently with Blu-Ray Disc,more clear scenes A lot Better than normal DVD Disc.
Last week Sunday,I have take a walk around in AEON Bukit Tinggi,Malaysia's Largest Shopping Centre in Malaysia.
Yeah.
A Lots Of Shop Lots.
However,Pizza Hut Restaurant,McD,Secret Receipe and lot of fast food restaurants out there of the food wasn't really good to eat of.
Besides...Ask me how to eat these stuff?
I can't take these to eat.
My Indian Colleague is saying correct.
Ah....Burger King?
Well,Burger King food is so nice to eat.
Domino's Pizza?Same.
Good fast food.
MyTaste Cafe...in Banting Uptown..more nice.
Ani Sup Utara?
oh...ya.
Yes.
Malay food.
I have long time did not eat malay food already.
Haha.
=)
Hees.
But must control the food that you eaten.
Do not simply to eat the food in very bad situation.
It is not good health for you.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Bad Situation Of The Chinese Society in Malaysia Recently.

My Mind Changed.
Yes.
It's True.
My Mind Has Changed A Lot.
What Things right to do,What Things Not right to do.
I am doing the right things.
Not doing unright things.
Since After Turned into Christian people..
I have pray the lord every night before i sleep.
I am wishing myself have a great luck and good life.
Never Join Up to become Gangster member.
This is My will of freedom on myself.
Join Gangster Member?
Dude....Are You Out Of Your Mind,Are You Mad and Are You Insane?!
This is my mind asking me.
After My Consinderation,I have reject the proposal in my heart.
Never tell them that i don't want to join gangster member.
If Tell Them,I will get beaten.
So...Never Let Them Know That I am actually not joining their fucking damn Gangster.
They are doing like fighting,beat people...like a fucking shit idoit unmature person.
Recently newspapers had putting these stuff a lot many times.
So Pity Of Male Student get beaten by his schoolmates because unwilling to join them as their gangster member.
These Gangster Members out there are really out of their mind,Insane,and Mad.
Their Mind thinking like madness person without what is happening in the end to them
My Own Friends did not find me anymore..because they are think that i am not joining them.
Even That..got chinese girls out there,but i can't ensure that if they are good or bad.
Mostly a lot of them like joining gangster too.
So Disappointing.
Their Own parents are harder to raise them up.
What They are doing done to their parents?!
They are really unmature person..Never thinking about family are more important to them.
When The Future comes...
More worst and unhappiness pity Life.




1:08A.M.
22/07/2010(Thrusday)


From Ivan Sam.
=)

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Stupid People

What The hell...and What the fuck....
Chinese People are really damn idiot.




My holy shit.
I have knew they are like that already.
Damn it.
No Matter how they are critic me..I am not caring anymore.
The Truth is,They are wrong critic.

Sunday, July 18, 2010

World Enviroment

World Enviroment Seems Really Unsteady.
Humans go burn forests trees.
What They done,they are destroying the whole earth enviroment.
Advised?
No,They would not simply to listen.
The Rest Of Us are thinking how to save the world enviroment.
I am hoping everybody in this earth out there can think about thi matter.

=)

Smile is our always good signal.
Yes.
Yeah.
Give smile only.
But A lot of people does not give a reply smile to us.
Especially Chinese people out there of Ipoh..
What they are thinking?
They are no manners!
Oh Dear....Holy God.
They can go eat shit if don't want to give reply smile back to us!

Future

What Do You Think that you are having when future life comes?
High Definition TV?
3D TV?
Music?
Electricity?
Water?
Food?
DVD Blu Ray?
Theather Movies?
House Banglo With Three Floors?
Apartments?
Sports Car?
Old Style Car?
Old Fashioned?
New Fashioned?
Cosmetic?
Gel?
Anti Bacterial Protection?
Perfume?
Fan?
Air Conditioned?
Family?
Love One?
Old Building?
New Building?
Future Building?
Old Technology?
New Technology?
Old History?
New History?
Being Knighted become Sir?
Being Knighted become Madam?
Old Clothes?
New Clothes?
Homeless?
Financial Problem?
Backlist till announced bankrupcy?
Credit Card?
Debit Card?
Master Card?
Platinum Card?
Gold Card?




What If In Future life suddenly facing these problem?
Think About it in your mind brain.

When

When You Are Born
When You Are Great
When You Are Good
When You Are Right
When You Are Bad
When You Are Bad Guy
When You Are Good Guy
When You Are Wrong
When You Are Wrong Trusted Person
When You Are Right Trusted Person
When You Are Passed Away
When You Are Dead
When You Are Great Side
When You Are Evil Side
When You Are in Heaven
When You Are in Hell
When You Are Get Caughted
When You Are Not Get Caughted




This 18 Things that You Must remember when You are thinking these.

The Day after-18.07.2010

The Day after be patienting on myself wasting time on those people i know that never respond me completely..
Finally I am about to make a stand and i am really enough tired to awaiting them.
It is time remove connection with them immediately.
Totally 18 people was remove connection by me in this so far right here right now.
I am finally feel better and strong a lot.
Now remaining 202 remaining friend connection in my facebook account.
Wake Me Up When September Ends..
Wake Me Up When September Ends..
Wake Me Up When September Ends..
Wake Me Up When September Ends..
Wake Me Up When September Ends..
Wake Me Up When September Ends..


I am different person right now that they does not know.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Eclipse Movie lose to Despicable me 3D Animation Movie in US Box Office Charts


Ass!
Eclipse movie is damn downed from first to second.....
Despicable Me 3D Animation movie more nice....
Eclipse is the fucking movie show ever.
Script not good.
Besides,only fighting....bullshit.
That is why i am not really like Twilight movies.
and NO 3D additional with it.
AWWW....Sucks...Damn sucks

Despicable Me 3D.Last week sunday i have watched it in TGV Bukit Tinggi..
No cut scenes..all better quality movie with 3D Movie.
Wearing the 3D glass for the first time.
got feel...yes.
=)
very surprising me is,other trailers with 3D...when i am wearing the 3D glass...got feel something moving in front of the screen.
Holy god.... Incredible!

I love it.

  




Friday, July 16, 2010

IF

If it is truth..
I have to go back to homeland to find a new job.
My heart feel upset actually.
If I am heading to home,I have to say goodbye to my new friends in banting.
I have really no choice.
I am wishing that myself can continue working in banting.
I am can't simply coming back with giving the  fucking bad news!
Just now,i have prayed to the lord of the god.
I am wishing my blessings can be good great come true.


"Dear Lord,
I am not wanted to coming back to my homeland with giving bad news to let my family disappointed with me.
I am not wishing myself downed once again.
I am also not wishing myself get this hard pain once again.
Finally,Hope Lord can bless me..


AMEN."




I am hope Lord can help me to fulfill my things.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

One Day will leave selangor and going back to ipoh.

Something Fact that i have to accept is,
Osaka's Share market has been bought half by china investors.
so...
If Jenjarom gonna end the shop,
I will leaving Selangor and go back to Ipoh.
I am no need to angry and sad.
I am know this because this is correct prediction.


As It is correct prediction,when i am coming back to ipoh for find new job..
I am different person already.