The Next BLOG part 42

Friends forever?
Come on..Do u think that?
For me,I wouldn't fully agree at all.
They did not simply want to have a heart to help.
Not even facebook friends are like that,own normal life friends are also same.
When im need help from them,they did not fully help.
One of them giving excuse that one month time did not have money,while the other rest people are giving other excuses like got money,but cannot use faster.
I am really feel hurted on this stage.
Different place problem.
When they have money,they just enjoy with their own friends and not really fully finding me!
When i did not have money,they simply won't come to come to me.
Look,Im although hard working very much..but outside people does not fully care.
They everytime sit in their office and enjoy air conditioner too much.
I am totally very disappointed with them all!
See,facebook..im starting just a make a update or else make a check see whatever got people respond me or not..
Only some celebrity people got respond my message in their official facebook page.
:(
Im starting very fed up on web friends,and own friends are always everytime annoying my message in facebook chat.
Plus,Im totally lost confident to have a communite chat with them.
Only the link sharing from youtube,one and two person clicks LIKE only.
Im also feel downed already.
Although i didn't have new photos to take,but im just editing my photos to become comic style.
Many people in facebook are really MAD!
Im everytime saw their rubbish status for scolding teacher or what else something.
Is it look childish?
They are sounds crazy already!
Nevermind.
Just Let it be of them..


In the mean time,Im think myself wanted to try vodka wine.
Then,smoke cigar for third time which myself did not smoke it since 3 years longer already.
Anyway,i like American Life as myself think considering to move based to there one day.
Because they are free open minded at all.
Yeah,That's rightfully life to me.
If South America?
Just for trips..of course and exactly.
Because mostly too much of robbery,gangster,murder,kidnapping cases.
Perfect place in USA to stay is,Manhattan and Los Angeles.
:)
Rent one apartment,find a job in there to work.
Manhattan Island got churches,Not bad.
I can go there praying the god during when free time then go hanging in whole Manhattan Island.
Hmm,foreign girls mostly not so fast to give attention on me first but if longer..im sure got one of them have attention on me already.
Depends on time circumstances.
Sometimes,if really suddenly faith love between me and foreign girl..sure it is god's special gift.
Yes.
I am depending on god a lot of much.


Thank you god for guiding me how to continue the life of me.
Hope god will give a nice better faith love of suitable foreign girl to me.
Praise the lord..Praise the god.
Amen and Amen....




10:37 PM 
18/8/2011(Thrusday)