Painful Of Mine,Blame Myself.

4 Years ago..I thought everything in love is better and easy between me and my third ex lover.
But Unfortunately...Her mum object her to love with me.
Her mum also doesn't like me because thinks that im not like a student or not like a rich guy person.
So,this is tragedy happens.
I have no choice.
Really.
Being scolded by her like a dog.
I cry in the whole night alone in that year.
Second Day of the morning,I send text message of last message to her.
Then im never find her anymore.
I went to outstation place to work in 3 weeks time...then come back to ipoh.
I thought i can make a nice refreshing beginning again of the life but however,a guy send text message on twice time for angry with me first.
Im firstly very afraid to face....but however,im brave after responding him with looking angrily...also scolding my third ex lover who are the main.
He is just only the smaller people.
Then My ex colleague said that im changed.
After that,i thought got golden chance that time but failed.
4 Years of Now,Im decide to be single forever despite no hope to me on love life.
The Truth is,Im changed and brave after being hurted harder by ipoh girl of my third ex lover even short day of my lover.
Reason:
Their character problem.
Their Attitude problem did not changed up.
Their Way doing problem.
Their thinking too unmature.
Their trouble making of racism matter against me.
Their blaming and hating on me.
Their Communite problem.


Now:
I can blame myself wasn't being not good enough.
I can blame myself wasn't enough handsome.
I can blame myself wasn't rich guy.
I can blame myself wasn't really really like a truthly better enough.