The life continues now and the future of me.

30 Years old...
My Hair will be grey a bit.
3 times having lover before.
But after 3 years time since breaking up with my third girlfriend..
Still Alone Single at all.
Maybe this time,no chance for me anymore.
It's True.
According to what god told me in my dreams when i am sleeping..
He is correct about me.
Everytime cut hair,and shave my mousetache..also not used at all.
I am think myself already no more power to get a new lover anymore.
After 10 years time...maybe i will go travel to overseas country alone.
When one after my elder brother already get married..
This is not my business matter anymore.
I am also continue the life alone a lot in this many years time until when i am old...will be gone from world life.
See How old am i that time.
I will knew in my heart.
It's True right here right now in me until the future.




1247(12.47A.M.)
30/09/2010(Thrusday)

The Day Of Diary(weekend special)

Well..Right Recently,
I am just keeping quiet as normal man.
Yes.
:D
Everything that i am do,
is right thingful track.
I am think myself look like John Lennon a rightful bit.
He is too good hearted person.
Unfortunately,He was killed by Mark John Chapper in New York on 8th December 1980.
That Killer straight kill his head and he was fallen down then died.
This is What i am know myself right now.
People don't listen,don't believe my advice.
I'm just keep silence and keep quiet.
Don't want to saying many words a lot better.


In The meantime,
Iron Man III should be shoot in 3D Format Soon later.
Not sure if Iron Man will be shooting movie or not.
:)
I can't guarantee that because I am Iron Man fan as well.
Haha.
Okay.
Goodnight.
Wanna Sleep.




03:41A.M.
26.09.2010(Sunday)

The Real Truth Of Me.

This is me.
Myself.
My Name is Ivan Sam.
Full Name is Ivan Sam Teng Xhiang.
Born In Ipoh,Perak.
Currently Based in Banting,Selangor.
It is located around after klang,Teluk Panglima Garang and Sungai Jarom
You Can call it Jenjarom.
So..
Where am I Begin?


Ah.
Let See...
Begin..begin..begin.
Beginning about after i was born to this world.
I was the baby of that time of year 1987.
So,other else are born in that year.
First..my mum and my dad caring me a lot much.
Then until my grandmother caring me a lot.
My elder brother does not care about me.

This is real beginning..
Anyway..Since my exist in this world..getting great birthday.
Yes.
It s great birthday.
That was memories until after year 1998.
I was 11 years old.
So...After year 1998,nobody celebrates my birthday anymore until now year 2010.
I am 23 years old right now.
Another else,because somebody wants to remember my birthday every years to come.
That's secret.
Apologize.


Before...
I am having three previous girlfriend.

The Year Of 2002.
The First one,i meet her in cyber cafe at Ipoh garden east.
Firstly she is shy and then she is not shy anymore to talk to me.
So...been dating her three times.
I am thought myself already feel high and happy.
but suddenly the happen is,short love life terrible that imagined.
She ask her friend to told me that she wants to break up with me..
I am just very frighten and upset.
Keep and keep asking the reason WHY word.
She never tell me.
That time i was 16 years old.
=.=
And have to wait 4 years to get a new girlfriend.

Year 2006,
got having new girlfriend.
The Second One.
age is bigger than me one year.
I am firstly thought she is good girl..but however,i was wrong about her.
She is forcing me to make a sex love with her without wearing condom.
So..i am reject her few times then no longer to stay contact with her because already break up.

Forward To The Year Of 2007.
The Third One,through friendster knows.
Dating so many times.
Well...that time she was 16 years old and i was 20 years old.
We are already love,care each other very much everytime.
But unfortunately,more worst..
again short love life more terrible that imagine more,more and more much.
Her Mother object her and me love together.
Her mother thinks that i am look horrible.
But i am not.
Already tell the truth...In the end...sadness come in.
Still the same.
I have no choice that time.
Asking her to listen to her mum's advice with my good heart.
However,she never listen to me even scold me like fucking dog.
I am very upset and wanna cry in the night after full recover from being sicked.
The Next day,i am send the text message to her stop calling me darling and lots of word to make her regret.
Then i am leaving ipoh for heading to working in Genting Highlands...
Three weeks later..i am heading to ipoh because can't stand about the management of the chinese canteen.
I am coming back then working back in cyber cafe again.
So...i am thought myself can renew my life again but however..the night...somebody send the fucking text message to scold me twice time.
I am firstly very very scare until i am fully power and respond the text message with angrily to him and i am knew my second ex girlfriend was the main.
Finally...i am scold both of them with fully energy mad angry.
I am feel better and my female colleague said that i am changed.
Truth is,i am changed.


So totally is 3 times having..but different years for having one only.
Forwarding to now.
The Year Of 2010.
I am single alone and hopeless to any city girls anymore.
I am really serious this time.
Three previous girlfriend in my life..
Now,i am really don't know.
Nobody want me.
Nobody give me a chance anymore.

Friends?
Same.
All Gone and disappearing.
I am been contacting them before many times.
But They never repsond me even not recognize me.
It seems i have end friendship with them.
I am never want to forgive them anymore.

They are because like money life a lot.
take a drink need pay selves.
FUCK!
I am really HATE THEM.
I am not like the type of them.
So..

I hope any people understand why i have no chance anymore and it is too late to get a new girlfriend.


However..This is the real truth experience.


~Ivan Sam~
16/09/2010(Thrusday)
11.09P.M.

Now My Father also same.

Know what?
My Father also same as my elder brother too.
They are Selfish.
When hearing scolding by him...
I am feel uncool in my heart.
Really Want to scold him back.
I mean...
WHAT'S Wrong if give the money to mum for paying the house rental?
Nothing wrong,isn't it?
FUCK!
SELFISH!
I am very HATE THIS KIND OF FATHER!
I am also think Colleagues like two chinese people are really gossip person.
I am not really like them both actually.
They are want to watching me downed.
They are wrong.
They are never think i am not the person trusted.
But they are actually not the person that i am trust at all!
Asshole...Idiots.
Using me like a fucking superman,hur?!
Nevermind.
I will remember this day.
I will let them to pay the price.

Facebook is the fucking social network

How can such a social network said cannot add people and add people?
FUCK!
The fucking facebook!
I want to add people that i know also cannot.
damn!
 

Amazing Hari Raya Day.

Today In Hari Raya Open House in Prime Minister's Offical Residence,Seri Perdana,Putrajaya. 
Shake hands with him and other ministers.
One Of The Minister ask me where i am from.
I answer reply him...i am from Ipoh.
Finally Today is my best ever chance to shake a hand with ministers in Prime Minister's Offical Residence.
My Friends of Ipoh...Do not critic me about this matter because you all are lose the chance today.
You All Also is the fucking idiot person and untrusted worth to me anymore.




See these pictures:

This is It.
All Of The Hari Raya Open House in Prime Minister's Official Residence in Seri Perdana at Putrajaya.




=)

Didn't coming back to ipoh this month and other things to say.

This Month didn't coming back to Ipoh.
Actually I am miss my parents especially my mum who caring me a lot.
23rd October was her birthday.
I am wishing give her a birthday present.
Ya.
Now...I must need stand this two weeks time.
Maybe after two weeks...will be difference.
=)
Hopefully.

The Day Of 5th September(Sunday)

5th September (Sunday):-
Long time didn't write blogs.
=)
I am changed.
This Month,No coming back until December 2010.


I am need to save money as well as this.
But Honestly i am saying..
I am feel myself must make a independent life.
Besides,my mousetache grown up a lot.
Don't want to cut it anymore despite no mousetache come growing into my face also get hated by chinese people.
Better drink weight gain.
That's better already.
Old Times Of Pictures inside my room,
that's all of my parents and the rest of  the people and including my grandfather and my grandmum.


My mum ask me to burn it out when one day she and my dad passed away and gone from my life.


Everything all expensive.
Need to save money.
Since Economic already bloom downed 2 years..
Many people are struggling for living survive.
More worst,Their name was blacklisted.
Because Credit Card never pay at all.
Interest 5% a lot..
See...Insurance also same what.
If anything happens...of course like AIG,AIA sure will be in bankrupt already.
Anything all sure can't be hided.
So...I am not going to pay this one.
I am wanted to see and wish economic will be great better then can pay the insurance.
But now...not.
I am good hearted person..according one of malay people said.
Yes..i am.

Ready To Remade photo album

Get Ready to remade the photo album that i am lose during three times disabled of my facebook account.

Yes.

=)

I am ensure everybody will shock that.