Mistaken wrong doing by me.

Whoops.
I am wrong.
I am not suppost to sms message.
Suppost to call better.
But now...i am feel myself really wrong.
I am think if anything happens...
I will rater lose job.
...
Next time,if need...just give a call.
That's All.

My Great Desicion,One day later will leaving Malaysia.

This is I am decide.
This is great desicion for myself.
My mum told me about the predection how my future life look like to be.
She told me not to marry with a wife if can't afford.
Yes.
She is Correct predict.
Actually myself also feel already can't afford to marry a wife.
Even got nice own career..
Still wanted to enjoy single alone.
I am need another extra 5 years.
I think now recently got US (United States Of America)girl Coming up to my life.
=)
No Worries.
I will go leaving Malaysia one day later when that time my parents are not here in my life anymore because they are caring me a lot...and i am always go caring of them recently.
No need to feel cry,just silence.
Perhaps That time should be a nice greatest chance of golden life to me.
Married with Overseas girl...
More happy a lot.

About Somebody's telling lie has been settled by me.

Nice Changed,uh?
I am changed.
Yes.
I am.
=)
Bingo!
I have finally strike back to the person of girl who simply doing the way making me hurted.
remove me from her friend list.
She is forever never care my feelings at all.
All is Blind,and Cheated Only!
Damn Bitch!
I am already mature that she never knew!
I am more smarter than her!
I am not the person being fooled played by her!
Piss Off of yourself,Kimberly Goh!
Don't ever find me anymore if one day you are regret and cry.
I won't care about you anymore.

December is the nice month and about my personal life.

December is the nice month.
Back to ipoh....
10th december 2010 need to ready.
11th december 2010 need to go back to ipoh.




Meanwhile...
About my personal life...
I am know and befriend with a the black of the girl who is look fat but she is very great person.
Her Father is from Jamaica.
So...she is Jamaica people actually.
It's completely good....because she told me that she want to know me more.
=)
i am feel better,now can erase about my two previous ex lover from my memory life.
It is the time of new woman aged 24 years old shown up in my life.
Know her through facebook social network.
My Dear elle james...
Know what?
I am wishing to know you more too.
=)
You are the nice person ever had in my life currently till forever.
we are friends already.
so...now,just step by step.
Ya.
So...We are staying in touch already.
Thanks for giving great nice comment about my real look in my photo album in facebook.
=)
I am look like a man.






1:19 AM 19/8/2010

Next Month....Plan.

The September month plan:
Buy Weight Gain.
Buy Wireless Mouse.




No Coming back to Ipoh.
There is no holiday given.
Maybe will coming back to ipoh on december 2010.
Oh Yes..
;)
Watching movie in TGV Bukit Tinggi.
haha.
and....
and...
and...
Fuck...Bullshit!




I am already having own laptop,own second cell phone.
So..totally completely i got already.
My Dad bought it to me.
Thanks,Dad.
My Laptop...My dad bought it to me for my 23rd birthday gift.
Straight to Windows 7.
=)
Aha...
Ya...ya...ya...
yes...
2GB Memory Card for Sony ericsson f305 phone.
Damn.
+P
Almost to full of the 1GB memory Card.
That's all for the next month plan.

Apologize announcement,No Online tonight and Tomorrow Night,online in facebook zero mobile.

Sorry..Folks.
I can't coming back to Ipoh on September.
No Holiday being given.
Perhaps you all have to wait another 3 months later.
Apologize.
Maybe Winter Season i will be coming back.
Perhaps right now somebody is correct.
I am the lucky still can stand when i am in outstation place to work.
Tomorrow night,I am not online.
because after 7.30pm,i am only take dinner and go back for early sleep.
Well...This is my greatest life ever when busy focusing on my job.
Ya.
Yes.
;)
Perhaps i am use my cellphone to open facebook zero.

Reason i am never add many people anymore and renovation of the friend list.

See..Recently i am never wanted to add many people anymore.
Perhaps i am no need to waste my time anymore.
So,got almost of half overseas girl had accept and even add me into their friend list.
Malaysian chinese girl?
All Zero.
Nobody.
=)
It is time for me to stop adding malaysian chinese girl.
Because their way doing had making me could not stand on them already.
I am change the statics and change new bloods.
Even that...I am change status become unknown.
Haha,surprised,uh?
So now...Love life is personal privacy life,not public knows.
=)

Great Luck To Win One Blackberry phone for me.I am need it.

Yesterday..
I am reload RM30 to Digi Prepaid.
Actually i saw "Hari Hari Blackberry" Promotion Banner display in Digi Specialist Shop..
So i am take desicion to reload for participate this Contest.
I am hope myself will be good luck to get one of Blackberry Phone.
Hope Lord Bless Me.
=)

Smoking many years...never tell to gangster members that i am actually reject their proposal.

Smoking.
Yes.
I Am.
From Age 0f 14 Years old...my mum give me to try.
Then when reach 16 years old...started smoking after heart broken love with 1st ex lover and even own classmate give me cigarette to smoke.
So...Smoking Daily.
But not dare to smoke 2 to 3 packs before lung will be more hard cancer disease.
Until I am experience many years..
recently still smoking.
Just Recently started less smoke.
Reason is I am feel alone and lonely.
But every month,i am only bought  two pack of cigarette to smoke for one time.
Not week,Not Day anymore.
I am wanted to stop smoking.
Hate smoking already.
Lazy to smoke.
so...now..despite alone freedom..
I am do the right thing is correct.
If Not...I am already again become gangster member in banting.
I am very afraid myself will be having none of future life one day.
It Is True.
So...i am actually reject their proposal but never tell them at all.
If I am tell,they will simply beat me.
Now Recently...a lot of cases about student being forced to join gangster...he reject then get beaten by gangster members.
What are Gangster Members DOING?!
Very Fucking disgusting way doing.
Beat People for what?!
They are really fucking disgusting Insane and mad crazy people.
They are can't be rescued anymore.
Let The god punish them into sitting in JAIL.
The God Knows that i am doing the right thing way.

Being Criticed by people that i am mistake,they are wrong critic..yes...Look forward to befriend with oversea girl and extend them into my facebook friend list.

People Said That I Am Mistaken.
But I am correct predict.
They are wrong actually without using brain.
Besides..
What is the difference between This?
I am more looking forwarding to befriend with overseas girl.
I am more looking forward to extend oversea girls into my facebook friend list.
That's All.
Because Of My planning brain.
My Heart told me that Only Oversea Girl can understand me.
Chinese Girls not really actually.

Frozen from love,friendship life

I am Frozen from love,friendship life already.
I have miss and slip a lot.
This Society World has Changed.
Not like last time anymore.
Race Culture problem.
Still no solution about this matter.
Foreverly no solution anymore.
Look at myself.
I am look like a different changed person.
Even I am making clean image of myself,but still none can works.
This is what i am knew in my heart and in my eyes.
The People's Attitude Way Doing problem.
The Answer is this one.

Reason i have abonded my second ex girlfriend and Not afraid to be alone because i am still single since 3 years time right now.

Am I guilty for giving up on my second ex girlfriend?
I am not.
Because she is not listening to me completely.
That Year,i was 20 years old.
The Next Day,I have send text message to her that no need call me "Darling" anymore reason i am really can't stand on her never listen my advice.
So...Although i am very upset that day,but never upset anymore after never find her already.
Today..Single Alone Independent Of Me Right Now.
I am not afraid anymore.
See What Lover that You Love,trust,and her character way doing only.
Just Think Extra Carefully if want to find a girlfriend.
That's All.

I am need

I am need to upgrade my weight.
I am need to prove to everybody that i am not thin look like a drug addict person anymore.
I am need to change my image also.
I am need to be alone independent better than being trust people are talking lies.
I am need to keep quiet if they are not believe me.
I am need to silence in 10 years time.
I am need to put a secret love life to become private life,
I am need to stop telling to public that i am having girlfriend already.
I am need to do the right thing.
I am need to happy on working everyday.
I am need to stop looking at a girl longer time.
I am need to focus on what browser display in internet every night.
I am need to look forward with myself.
I am need to trust myself.
I am need to cut cost like less eat fast food,less oily food,less sugar food,less take  taste of food.
I am need to pray the lord every night before i go to sleep.

Daily Life III

Dream.
I am dreaming about good future life.
I am dreaming about having foreign wife and settle down ourselves each other.
Dreaming Having Baby Children of the look like her.
Maybe One day will come true.
Perhaps i am look like American Man.
Perhaps last life of me..is foreign man.
People thinks that i am look like a malay person.
Perhaps they are right.
But However,Malay Girl is not my type of target at all.
Foreign Girls are my type of target actually.
Hehe.
=)
Do not ask anymore this speculation.
I am already seriously had thinking this one.
I am also was FC Barcelona Supporter.
Yes.
This Catalian Football Club Team in Barcelona.
Yeah.
I am ex Manchester United Football Club fan.
Reason is I have no confident on the owner done to the red devils.
Also,I also like Jose Mourinho.
He is The Best Man to take over Manchester United One day when after His contract with Real Madrid expires.
Then i will support back Manchester United.
About The Game Application of Cafe World...
I am already strong.
Just Level 29...going to Level 30 Soon Tomorrow.
I am More Stronger A Lot because i am keeping hard working on working and keeping quiet.

Daily Life(04-08-2010)

Enjoying Hot Milo right now before go sleep afterwards.
=)
Ya.
I am.
It Seems My mousetache growing a lot.
I am like a man person.
Just now,my ex working colleague has accept my friend request of facebook.
I have finally found him.
My real look right now...like a american person.
Not Like a Chinese anymore.
It Is true.
Maybe One Day should leave malaysia for heading to United States Of America.
This is my future life planning.
I can take American Woman,Marry her and stay in there.
That time i am not going back to Malaysia.
My Mum's Dream has gone....She could't go to United States that time.
If Not,I am already in United States and stays there.
I am Chinese actually.
But despite Chinese People in ipoh does not recognize me as their culture anymore..
I have no choice anymore.
Just Go On the Life Until the future comes...
This Saturday,I will take back SE F305 Phone which display screen couldn't seen completely because Ribbon has spoiled already suddenly.
Hopefully can use it longer time and forever.
Oh Yes..
Another 2 months later..is My Grandmother's Passed Away Of 2nd Anniversary.
Know What?
I am never been called to get out from the car to pray.
See.
I am just keep silence from that day until today still the same.
Girlfriend?
Already 3 years....still single alone.
Nobody will wanted me this time.
Chance is similiar and hard to take this time seriously.
I am look like a John Lennon's Style.
The Last life of me...maybe i am look like a british or american man.
Alright.
I am feel tired and sleepy.
Need to sleep now.
Goodnight,Folks.




12.24 A.M.
04/08/2010(Wednesday)
Peace.


Ivan Sam TX
Amen.

2012

2012
Nice Movie actually.
Many People never believe this day gonna come.
I will see the worst of the future...
Disaster,Earthquake Harder and Tsunami Ocean Coming to Us In the next Few years time.
Where we gonna go if it happens?
We all sitting and died only.
Die in Vain.
Some Of survivors can go.
Maybe i am need like some of surviviors can go leaving faster.

Life on 03.08.2010-today

It Seems that myself had becoming strong today.
Carrying 50kg of fertilizer bags.
Anyway..my hands has burned like a roasted chicken...soon later will becoming a bit indian man.
SHIT.
That Malay Aunty people said i am speaking malay language very well a lot.
Actually because i am befriend and making alliance with malay people.
Reason because why no chinese girls wanted me.
They are think i am look like not a chinese guy at all.


However..i am can't make it to eat rice as my dinner now.
Twice time taken rice already whole day today.
Well..tomorrow got 3 trips to send delivery.
then friday...uh Huh....Folllow Lorry Driver to manting for delivery fertilizer.
=)
Afterwards i have to go surf net for a while moment.
Listen to my favourite songs first.


=P

Public can use two internet browser only..

5 Internet Browser:
Internet Explorer
Mozilla Firefox
Google Chrome
Safari
Opera




Surprised,Uh?
Do Not Be Frigthen.
If You are borrow my laptop..
You Can use Internet Explorer,Mozilla Firefox Only.
While The Other three internet browser..
They are my personal Private Internet Browser.


This Is for People are borrow my laptop for surfing net.
Thanks For Your Cooperation and Thanks Very Much A Lot.

Sucessfully found my favourite song to download,reason why my english language words that i am typing are really good.

Finally I have found my favourite songs.
All Downloaded already.
Maybe because I am recently listen a lot of english songs.
Plus..Although my english language actually wasn't really standard at all,but however..When i am typing english words to foreign girls..
They have said that my english words that i am typing to them are really good.
So,I have keep confident on myself already.
Bravely know and befriend with them is my lucky.

The Day Coming Back To Ipoh on The Date.

Plan To Go Back To Ipoh:
11st September(If Given Holiday by boss)
or 
11st December
or 25th December.




That's All.

Reason why many guys recently change heart.....and DO NOT be acting person.

Why Recently Many Guys are really change heart?
The problem is.....where?
God Sick!
What is their proposal plan of?
If having own girlfriend,they should appriciate their girlfriends.
Look...Many matter happens recently.
I am just say quiet...quiet.
I can't guarantee that what is gonna happen in the future.
Whatever.
Just Be Happy when working.
Let unhappy go beside.
Oh..god.
God,tell me...
I am from being hated by everybody...
become some of them are need my help advice already.
Can Joke..Joke.
But please Don't do the acting.
I am not like the way of acting done by people.
I am hate acting people.
Got It and Understand?

Myself Right Now.

Look At Myself right now.

My Face growin mousetache.

Forwarding 3 Years Now.

Since Breaking up after 3 years..

I am still alone single and independent guy right now.

Chance is small for me to get a new girlfriend already.

I am feel tired,feel wasting energy for find a new girlfriend.

So I have to stop and wait for miracle to come to me.

If None of Miracle coming,I will give up immediately.

But I am not giving up on myself at all.

I can continue the life without girlfriend.

I am sure myself can do it.

Yeah.

I am ensure.

No Worries,Do Not feel very harder.

=)

The Godfather Part I movie will be completed today,Part II after two days later.

The Godfather Part I movie.
Ya.
I have it.
Currently CD2 and CD3 finished.
CD1 still haven't completed download yet.
Today Will fully completed finished done download it.
Let See.
This Movie is 1970's.
The Story happen is in Year 1950's.
Part II?
Maybe after two days later to download it.
I am know it is Italian Mafia gangsterism movie.
but Malaysian people doesn't know what is called the godfather.
It is true.
You try to ask them.
They doesn't know what is godfather movie.
Maybe my mum knows.
=)
Ya.