Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Goodbye Year 2011,Year 2011 Welcome.

Well...Two Days left to end of the year 2010.
Anyway,Im not blogging this two days until next week.


So,everybody out there...HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011.


See Ya.


:)


ivansam

Saturday, December 25, 2010

John lennon-Nobody tell me

Everybody's talking and no one says a word

Everybody's making love and no one really cares

There's nazis in the bathroom just below the stairs.
Always something happening and nothing going on

There's always something happening cooking and nothing in the pot

They're starving back in China so finish what you got.
They're starving back in China so finish what you got.
Nobody told me there'd be days like these

Nobody told me there'd be days like these

Nobody told me there'd be days like these

Strange days indeed
strange days indeed.
Everybody's runnin' and no one makes a move

Everyone's a winner
and no one seems to lose.
There's a little yellow idol to the north of Katmandu.
Everybody's flying and no one leaves the ground

Everybody's crying and no one makes a sound.
There's a place for us in movies you just gotta stay around.

Nobody told me there'd be days like these

Nobody told me there'd be days like these

Nobody told me there'd be days like these

Strange days indeed
most peculiar
Mama.
Everybody's smoking and no one's getting high

Everybody's flying and never touch the sky

There's Ufo's over New York and I ain't too surprised.
Nobody told me there'd be days like these

Nobody told me there'd be days like these

Nobody told me there'd be days like these

Strange days indeed
most peculiar. Mama. 

Monday, December 20, 2010

Year 2010 Ends..Year 2011 coming.

Two Years passed,My grandmum's 2nd anniversary of passing away.
Well..meanwhile,this end of the year i thought nothing happens.
However,got commit suicide of 4 people...mostly young chinese people.
Did they really think is good way if thinking commit suicide is the best way to settle?
The Word Of "What Should I do in 45 minutes?"by Alviss Kong before his death.
OMG.
Im think they are physical mental problem on their own.
They should seek advice.
Not death..death already.
Stop thinking this,people.
Just look forward into another year.
Oh ya.
Wish You Guys have a merry christmas and happy new year 2011.



Friday, December 10, 2010

About The Guy named: Alviss Kong who commit suicide and everybody please stop Shout and shout war each other

失戀男面子書留遺言倒數
他真的自殺!
(吉隆坡9日訊)華裔男子為情所困,今日凌晨在面子書留下自殺遺言和為自己倒數死自殺時間后,從14樓公寓躍下,為得不愛的愛殉情!交往4月分手男子墜落公寓底層泊車場時,壓毀一輛威拉轎車,當時他還奄奄一息臥在血泊中,送院搶救后,在今早9時宣告不治。此案于今日凌晨3時30分,在蕉賴優麗閣(Ketumbar Height)公寓14樓單位內發生。案發后,公寓保安員在14樓走廊處尋獲一雙男性拖鞋,相信是死者留下。這是繼今年8月檳城一名19歲學院生,因失戀在面子書留言自殺后,國內發生在面子書留言自殺的第二宗案例。死者江世豐(22歲,資訊員),洋名ALVISS KONG,上有一兄一姐。據瞭解,死者和父親(60歲,德士司機)住在5樓公寓單位,其母親在外國協助兒女照顧孫子。蕉賴副警區主任阿都拉欣受詢時證實此案,並列猝死案處理。據悉,死者在4個月前認識一名貌美女子后,即一見鐘情,兩人較后也交往一段時間。不過,死者最近和女友分手,相信他承受不住分手之苦,在百般折磨下萌起跳樓輕生的念頭。自殺前到茶檔喝茶據悉,死者是從昨晚11時開始上網留言,至今日凌晨2時34分留下最后一封遺書,並在凌晨3時留下遺言,寫下對前女友的“最后告白”。還拍下最后一張帶淚的遺照后,才輕生。據悉,死者自殺前還到住家附近的茶檔喝茶,接著直接登上公寓14樓躍樓輕生。死者父親在兒子出門時,曾到茶檔找他和吩咐他早點回家,惟這段期間,死者卻已在倒數他尋死的時間。“我玩不起愛情”“愛情…我玩不起…兩場的愛…我已經把自己搞到不知道像什么了…”江世豐臨死前在面子書分別以中英文留下死前的告白書,內容大意他玩不起愛情,當他4個月前和女友交往后,對方已是他最愛的人。不過女友卻無情一次又一次把他推開,甚至連他人生的最后一天,也不願留機會給他送她回家。女友部落格透露分手心情死者徐姓前女友在其部落格中寫了多篇與死者有關的文章,當中也透露她與死者分開后的心情。本報記者從該部落格中發現,死者與徐姓前女友是在今年7月26日正式交往,直12月初分手,兩人交往逾4個月。女子在文章中透露,她覺得與死者分手,不是什么大不了的事,她覺得一個人也能過得很好,但還會不時想念死者。記者相信,死者與徐姓女子是于11月初感情生變,因為女子在這段期間發布一篇文章,指說死者不了解她,12月5日,她再發布兩篇與死者分手后的心情,表明希望死者會找到比她更好的另一半。一天2000留言
有人勸、罵、要跟隨網友對于死者在面子書上倒數自殺的行為,反應不一,有者奉勸死者愛惜生命、有者責罵死者為何要為情自殺,更有人表示要步隨死者的腳步,學他為情自殺。死者于週三晚上11時在面子書上開始發布自殺預言,指會在凌晨12時自殺,但該留言並無引起他人的回應。而稍后,死者再次發布多個留言及遺書后,許多網友開始擔心他是否會真的做出傻事而紛紛留言勸阻。有不少的網友紛紛勸阻他要放開這段感情,指說“天涯何處無芳草”,何必為了一名女生而放棄生命。另一方面,則有不少網友責罵他為何要這么傻,更直說死者的自殺行為是一種無聊的舉動,浪費其父母的多年養育。此外,更有網友留言指說,死者的情況與網友本身的遭遇很相似,以致該名網友在看完死者的留言及遺書后,也想學死者一樣為情自殺。不少網友在得知死者往后的消息,紛紛上網留言願死者安息,導致死者的面子書在短短的一天內湧入2000則以上的留言。姐姐以為開玩
追問倒數甚么弟答“我愛你”死者姐姐在發現弟弟發布自殺預言時,還一度以為他在開玩笑,豈料最后竟成真!死者姊姊在死者發布倒數自殺留言“Count Down For 45 Mins…What should i do in the 45 mins?”(倒數45分鐘,在這45分鐘里我該做些什么)后,曾到死者的面子書留言,當她還打趣地問弟弟在倒數什么。死者稍后在面子書回覆其姐說“我愛你”,其姐開心回覆說這是死者第一次對她說“我愛你”,令她十分感動。隨后,死者再次留言要姐好好照顧家人,其姐開始覺得不妥,不斷問死者到底發生什么事,死者到底人在哪裡,但死者卻不再回覆任何留言。其姐在稍后再上網留言,稱死者已因跳樓而被送進醫院急救。據悉,當時人在雲頂的徐姓前女友在得知死者自殺時,曾欲趕回吉隆坡醫院探望死者,卻被死者姊姊拒絕,因為她趕來也已於事無補,並指將痛恨對方一輩子。死者在面子書的遺言XXX華文告白書:在你的世界裡…愛情是什么 ?我拋下一切去挽回你…你卻可以很無情地把我一次又一次的推開,你說你愛我…你說你並沒變…你只是不想了…不想了…無論我怎么做…也是不想了你的絕情…真的給了我無比的缺(決)心去了斷自己很傻吧…?我也覺得自己很傻…我說過的i love u…i said it i meant it…i’ll love u till the moment i die現在我也說了…我要幫自己做個了斷不是完全因為你…只不過在我的世界裡…的確只有愛情…而你就是我最愛的人今天謝謝你的最后回憶……在cinema裡你給的擁抱那科(刻)…我覺得一切的感覺都回來了只沒想到…最后…你依然堅持了你的決定你變了…你說你依然愛我…但是我卻發覺你根本愛上跟他們一起的感覺愛情…我玩不起…兩場的愛…我已經把自己搞到不知道象(像)什么了…很遺憾的是……既然在最后一天裡…你也不把送你回家的機會給我…算吧…以后也不會再有這機會了…因為當你讀完這些后…我已不在人世你的愛…我無法了解…但跟你的這4個月裡…是我人生中最開心的就讓我成為你回憶中的永恆……

http://www.chinapress.com.my/content_new.asp?dt=2010-12-10&sec=malaysia&art=1210mb20.txt


This is really Stupid person done.
This is second case of commit suicide since the 1st case which happen in Penang.

Everybody...Please Stop Shout and shout war each other.
You Guys just like a annoying of child.
Can Please Stop War and war?
Thanks Very Much.
Im Never comment out cuz i am know already in the morning just now.
Im not shocked after reading.
Im know...this is the physical mental problem of the person.



Facebook Problem..What is the hell..... =.=

What is the Fucking going on facebook?
Im feel it is lag already.
Facebook really makes us disappointed.
Many Users are complain,are shouting lag.
=.=
The fucking social network is this?
OMG.
Too Slow and lag.
I am going to plan make a lawsuit against facebook soon later one day.
Ask them to pay us to amount money and refresh back server properly.
Don't just only making lag and lag.
FUCK Facebook!

Monday, December 6, 2010

10 Things that why is my first year annivesary in Banting

Start-11:37 PM 5/12/2010(Sunday)
One Years..Yes.
Im Of course happy a lot.
First,I like the envoriment life like Banting although very boring place that described by banting people there.
Second,I also know how to go and go back.
Third,Im changed.
Fourth,im become sporting person.
Fifth,Im also think Banting is very nice to me so i can slowly do my things complete like updates...
Sixth,I have completely befriend with malay friends.
Seventh,I have covered into 1 Malaysia people.
Eighth,Im very keep silence..people never think to anti race against me anymore.
Ninth,Two chinese girls in handphone shop really funny...when one of them reliease im a chinese...still speaking malay language.
haha.
:)
Funny,isn't it?
Tenth,Very lucky to meet ministers during First Day Hari Raya at Putrajaya in September.That's my second time to Putrajaya since year 1999.
Plus,watch 3D movie on two times..Despicable Me & Megamind.
Finally,Watch World Cup 2010 FINAL between Netherlands and Spain.
Spain is the World Champions after win 1-0 against Netherlands in the World Cup 2010 final.
Haha.
Im supporting Spain in all time.


This 10 Things that why it was my first year in Banting.


:)


The End.


Cheers~~~


Ivan Sam :)




End-11:50 PM 5/12/2010

Friday, December 3, 2010

Boring in facebook.

oh....facebook seems boring to me already.
Twitter not.
Im starting already less online facebook dy.
maybe i will not online fb in the longer time also can.

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Really.I am very slow a lot.

It seems everybody got own lover already.
Me Only no hope.
Is my life like this already?
Yeah.
I am very slow a lot.
This is really.
Im think i have lost position.
Everybody keep asking me many times why i didn't get married....OH FUCK!
Can Please STOP FUCKING ASKING THIS COVERSATION QUESTION?
Or else i am gonna end friendship with ya.


Thanks.




Thanks.



Friday, November 19, 2010

Rain...rain...one years passed.

One years passed,Still in Banting.
well...Happy 1st Anniversary in Banting for myself.
Although nobody knows...
but however,i am already got somebody in my life.
It's just time problem.
:)
Well...Now raining really heavy and lightning thunder.
I don't know when it is gonna stopped.
Try my best to walk back to hostel house afterwards.
Im about again likely to make a dangerous.
haha.
xD.

Cheers.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

All HELL..Malaysian Boys And Girls really damn disgusting

Holy god.
They are no need to like that.
Really Rude.
This is really rude.
Too rude of malaysian boys and girls already.
OMG.
OH MY GOSH!
Perhaps i am lost a lot of chances to befriend this fucking Society.
They did not give the chance even rudeless.
Is it they are really like this already?
It seems I am right already on them.
They are really rude,selfish,and even did not use the brain.
Only FUCKING mouth talking.
Whatever,im just keep quiet only forever.



Sunday, October 31, 2010

First Year and things that i am mentioning.

First Year Finally.
My Great Chapter.
Since June after back to ipoh then come back to work...
July Until now stil never come back at all.
Thinking About IPod Shuffle.
Next week,change spectacle.
That's perfect plan.
:)
Is it more changeful of my real look then?

Thursday, October 14, 2010

New.

Despite right now..
I am alone.
Still enjoying freedom a lot.
Malay people said that i am too good heart person.
So now....
Right here right now.
Answer is in my eyes.
Wait years to come and come.
if still the same..
i will be single forever until i am dying in the day.
Recently busy working and plus i have bought cooling pad fan to make my notebook's cooling fan get cold better.

Okay.
hmm...
that's all.



Friday, October 1, 2010

The Reveal How I am become victim when become middle man to help people's matter.

Ladies and Gentlemen...
I am about to tell what happen in last year.
okay.
Actually i am know everybody in bercham out there are miss me so much a lot.
Like that...
Last year...yes.
In The beginning of the february after chinese new year....
My two colleague are better and better..
I thought will be normal okay already.
But However,
They are started shout fighting because once my ex boss telling about separate shift time working.
I am just speechless about that.
Then One Of them asking me to be middle guy to help one of them..so that one of them will fucking win the separate shift time working!
FUCK!
I am very stupid to be middle guy.
Know what?
I am the fucking victim guy to them!
Then ex female colleague asking me to quit the job even ask me to make a lawsuit against my ex management boss.
I firstly say can't.
Then I said okay.
But However...Something's wrong big and big trouble.
My ex management boss asking me to go inside the office and asking me why i am do this to them.
he damn fucking asking me that who ask me to do that.
I am said that i am don't know.
Until he doesn't like me anymore.
I am feel myself get betrayed and become fucking victim!!
I am feel hurted!
Own best friend there also betrayed and doesn't help me!
The fucking kind of him!
I am very hate him right now until forever.


So this is how i am become victim when become middle man to help people's matter.




Fuck you two,Ruby Lai Man Kam,Siew Sang!
I am hate both of you!
Don't ever let me see both of you...I will really smack your both fucking face if i am see you both in everywhere!




And Fuck my ex management also never do the fucking best great thing!





Thursday, September 30, 2010

The life continues now and the future of me.

30 Years old...
My Hair will be grey a bit.
3 times having lover before.
But after 3 years time since breaking up with my third girlfriend..
Still Alone Single at all.
Maybe this time,no chance for me anymore.
It's True.
According to what god told me in my dreams when i am sleeping..
He is correct about me.
Everytime cut hair,and shave my mousetache..also not used at all.
I am think myself already no more power to get a new lover anymore.
After 10 years time...maybe i will go travel to overseas country alone.
When one after my elder brother already get married..
This is not my business matter anymore.
I am also continue the life alone a lot in this many years time until when i am old...will be gone from world life.
See How old am i that time.
I will knew in my heart.
It's True right here right now in me until the future.




1247(12.47A.M.)
30/09/2010(Thrusday)

Sunday, September 26, 2010

The Day Of Diary(weekend special)

Well..Right Recently,
I am just keeping quiet as normal man.
Yes.
:D
Everything that i am do,
is right thingful track.
I am think myself look like John Lennon a rightful bit.
He is too good hearted person.
Unfortunately,He was killed by Mark John Chapper in New York on 8th December 1980.
That Killer straight kill his head and he was fallen down then died.
This is What i am know myself right now.
People don't listen,don't believe my advice.
I'm just keep silence and keep quiet.
Don't want to saying many words a lot better.


In The meantime,
Iron Man III should be shoot in 3D Format Soon later.
Not sure if Iron Man will be shooting movie or not.
:)
I can't guarantee that because I am Iron Man fan as well.
Haha.
Okay.
Goodnight.
Wanna Sleep.




03:41A.M.
26.09.2010(Sunday)

Friday, September 17, 2010

The Real Truth Of Me.

This is me.
Myself.
My Name is Ivan Sam.
Full Name is Ivan Sam Teng Xhiang.
Born In Ipoh,Perak.
Currently Based in Banting,Selangor.
It is located around after klang,Teluk Panglima Garang and Sungai Jarom
You Can call it Jenjarom.
So..
Where am I Begin?


Ah.
Let See...
Begin..begin..begin.
Beginning about after i was born to this world.
I was the baby of that time of year 1987.
So,other else are born in that year.
First..my mum and my dad caring me a lot much.
Then until my grandmother caring me a lot.
My elder brother does not care about me.

This is real beginning..
Anyway..Since my exist in this world..getting great birthday.
Yes.
It s great birthday.
That was memories until after year 1998.
I was 11 years old.
So...After year 1998,nobody celebrates my birthday anymore until now year 2010.
I am 23 years old right now.
Another else,because somebody wants to remember my birthday every years to come.
That's secret.
Apologize.


Before...
I am having three previous girlfriend.

The Year Of 2002.
The First one,i meet her in cyber cafe at Ipoh garden east.
Firstly she is shy and then she is not shy anymore to talk to me.
So...been dating her three times.
I am thought myself already feel high and happy.
but suddenly the happen is,short love life terrible that imagined.
She ask her friend to told me that she wants to break up with me..
I am just very frighten and upset.
Keep and keep asking the reason WHY word.
She never tell me.
That time i was 16 years old.
=.=
And have to wait 4 years to get a new girlfriend.

Year 2006,
got having new girlfriend.
The Second One.
age is bigger than me one year.
I am firstly thought she is good girl..but however,i was wrong about her.
She is forcing me to make a sex love with her without wearing condom.
So..i am reject her few times then no longer to stay contact with her because already break up.

Forward To The Year Of 2007.
The Third One,through friendster knows.
Dating so many times.
Well...that time she was 16 years old and i was 20 years old.
We are already love,care each other very much everytime.
But unfortunately,more worst..
again short love life more terrible that imagine more,more and more much.
Her Mother object her and me love together.
Her mother thinks that i am look horrible.
But i am not.
Already tell the truth...In the end...sadness come in.
Still the same.
I have no choice that time.
Asking her to listen to her mum's advice with my good heart.
However,she never listen to me even scold me like fucking dog.
I am very upset and wanna cry in the night after full recover from being sicked.
The Next day,i am send the text message to her stop calling me darling and lots of word to make her regret.
Then i am leaving ipoh for heading to working in Genting Highlands...
Three weeks later..i am heading to ipoh because can't stand about the management of the chinese canteen.
I am coming back then working back in cyber cafe again.
So...i am thought myself can renew my life again but however..the night...somebody send the fucking text message to scold me twice time.
I am firstly very very scare until i am fully power and respond the text message with angrily to him and i am knew my second ex girlfriend was the main.
Finally...i am scold both of them with fully energy mad angry.
I am feel better and my female colleague said that i am changed.
Truth is,i am changed.


So totally is 3 times having..but different years for having one only.
Forwarding to now.
The Year Of 2010.
I am single alone and hopeless to any city girls anymore.
I am really serious this time.
Three previous girlfriend in my life..
Now,i am really don't know.
Nobody want me.
Nobody give me a chance anymore.

Friends?
Same.
All Gone and disappearing.
I am been contacting them before many times.
But They never repsond me even not recognize me.
It seems i have end friendship with them.
I am never want to forgive them anymore.

They are because like money life a lot.
take a drink need pay selves.
FUCK!
I am really HATE THEM.
I am not like the type of them.
So..

I hope any people understand why i have no chance anymore and it is too late to get a new girlfriend.


However..This is the real truth experience.


~Ivan Sam~
16/09/2010(Thrusday)
11.09P.M.


Sunday, September 12, 2010

Now My Father also same.

Know what?
My Father also same as my elder brother too.
They are Selfish.
When hearing scolding by him...
I am feel uncool in my heart.
Really Want to scold him back.
I mean...
WHAT'S Wrong if give the money to mum for paying the house rental?
Nothing wrong,isn't it?
FUCK!
SELFISH!
I am very HATE THIS KIND OF FATHER!
I am also think Colleagues like two chinese people are really gossip person.
I am not really like them both actually.
They are want to watching me downed.
They are wrong.
They are never think i am not the person trusted.
But they are actually not the person that i am trust at all!
Asshole...Idiots.
Using me like a fucking superman,hur?!
Nevermind.
I will remember this day.
I will let them to pay the price.



Saturday, September 11, 2010

Facebook is the fucking social network

How can such a social network said cannot add people and add people?
FUCK!
The fucking facebook!
I want to add people that i know also cannot.
damn!
 

Friday, September 10, 2010

Amazing Hari Raya Day.


Today In Hari Raya Open House in Prime Minister's Offical Residence,Seri Perdana,Putrajaya. 
Shake hands with him and other ministers.
One Of The Minister ask me where i am from.
I answer reply him...i am from Ipoh.
Finally Today is my best ever chance to shake a hand with ministers in Prime Minister's Offical Residence.
My Friends of Ipoh...Do not critic me about this matter because you all are lose the chance today.
You All Also is the fucking idiot person and untrusted worth to me anymore.




See these pictures:







































































































































This is It.
All Of The Hari Raya Open House in Prime Minister's Official Residence in Seri Perdana at Putrajaya.




=)