sorry...Everyone.
I'm long time didn't write this blog.
Now...I'm back.
Well...I'm recently many weeks really busy on working..ya..ya...
But since da law changed...I'm working in da morning already.
My male workmate very jealious...he keep asking me to work in da night.
Me cannot work at night already...cuz my own chinese doctor said tat my body life got problem.
if i'm keeping working at night....I will dead and pass away already.
No one knows.....It's been 3 months already since i'm working in da morning...I'm feel cool and look great already.
Recently many thingz happen to my public life....even also happen in my personal life too.
Never wanted to think many past thingz anymore.
Reason is I'm forgot everything past.
When I'm need back....there's nothing for me to get back of.
I'm changed.
My own old friendz never wanted to remember me anymore.
Im let everything losing on me....
When losing someone tat u need...cannot get back.
cuz tat person never comes back to ya.
Now I'm Called myself is...new Ivan sam...
not old ivan sam anymore.
I'm this time never want to forgive everyone if they really betrays me this time again.
I'm don't care watever they said bout me...
I'll be myself better else.
